In my mental space , I prefer silence , I thrive on empty spaces. I prefer being in sync with my inner self.
I find calmness in witnessing day passing by without the need of expressing anything.
And then in my social world. I am all noise, mindless chatter. Irrelevant, cacophony, and not someone whom I like.
I think this is how I try to escape my social life, by being there and yet somewhere else.
May be I find it easier to let time pass by when there is a lot of chaos , and I can easily escape.
With easy access to social media, we have slowly lost the art of conversation. And are turning into dummies who just passing information from one source to another.
I like to be part of this noise when it suits me. And withdraw when it takes over.